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01-01-2016, 05:58 AM | #1 |
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My night
I do not know what you would call this, but a not woe is me or anything like that, just wanting to put it out there for all the others that deal with the same thing. I suffer from PTSD, it does not go away, one just learns ways to deal with it, but sometimes stuff happens and the body will just react to things that happen. it can be a certain smell, picture, etc...
Tonight the fireworks started going off and off they went for a very long time around me. I do not mind people enjoying their freedoms, but man does it jack with me so bad and the sounds can get me going. The heart and breathing start going and then it jacks with my sleep. I finally got up and watched videos on youtube and was able to go to sleep after 2am and now back up. just sucks hardcore. For anyone that deals with PTSD, it isn't fun, but know you are not a lone in the fight on this. My healing came from God. Again not looking for a sorry to hear or anything like that, just felt like venting and sorry I do not really care to do it on Facebook. ASh
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01-01-2016, 08:29 AM | #2 |
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Re: My night
I do hope that the coming year helps you find the peace you deserve. You've turned to the right God to help on your journey, and thank you for sharing it with us. There are good people here who care and do get it.
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01-01-2016, 11:40 AM | #3 |
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Re: My night
Sorry to hear ASH, tune to syfy channel, Twilight Zone marathon. We are always here to listen so never apologize, Registry has always been more than about cars..take care.
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01-01-2016, 12:47 PM | #4 |
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Re: My night
Happy new year bud
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01-01-2016, 03:36 PM | #5 | |
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Re: My night
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No where in the Bible does it say that when you pick up that cross and follow Him does it get easy, but it gets harder, because one is fighting with this world we live in. This is like my extended family here, so I know there are those who understand and I know i'm not a lone in it. I do have peace, but there are just some things that will trigger my PTSD, which I understand this, it just sucks. This is why I have explained to people that are thinking about joining the military. They may experience things that will last a life time that they will have to deal with. Just know its a sacrifice that one makes for the rest of their life. ASh
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01-01-2016, 03:37 PM | #6 | |
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Re: My night
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ASh
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01-01-2016, 03:38 PM | #7 |
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Re: My night
You too. I'm excitied to see what this year has installed for myself, family, and friends
ASh
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01-01-2016, 06:47 PM | #8 |
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Re: My night
Happy new year Ash. If it helps you, get on here and VENT away. Your friends on M1R are always here for you.
Hope today is going better for you.
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01-01-2016, 10:25 PM | #9 | |
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Re: My night
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ASh
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01-02-2016, 01:13 PM | #10 |
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Re: My night
hang in there, sir!
my nephew seriously can't do 4th of July for this reason. |
01-03-2016, 12:40 AM | #11 | |
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Re: My night
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The days have past and gotten better, slept hard last night from the lack of sleep the night before. ASh
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01-04-2016, 10:17 AM | #12 |
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Re: My night
All the best Ash, although I dont know you other than to be on here, I've followed your story on this forum since I started coming here. I've always admired how you open yourself up to the people on this forum and also admired the people on this forum who support each other so well when it comes to tough situations in life.
It's great that you recognize this as a safe place to vent without judgement or critisism, only support. Wishing you all a Happy, Safe, and Blessed New Year.
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01-04-2016, 11:48 AM | #13 | |
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Re: My night
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I will never forget getting sent a care package from M1R after I was hurt on my last deployment, it meant so much to get it in the mail. I'm very thankful and blessed man to have gotten to know some of you in person, but also on the forum. Hard to meet up when people are states away. ASh
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01-04-2016, 01:26 PM | #14 |
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Re: My night
Thank you so much for your service to our country. You are correct that God does not promise that our troubles will end when we live our lives for Him, but He is always there for us in our time of need. He is our strength, our comfort, our peace. He will never leave you. Hang in there and vent anytime you wish. I don't know anyone here very well, and I am no saint, but I do believe and I do pray, and I will keep you in my prayers.
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01-04-2016, 02:08 PM | #15 | |
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Romans 3:23 states: "for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God" so by no means is any one a saint. ASh
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01-04-2016, 07:51 PM | #16 |
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Re: My night
I've gotta echo Tom. Seriously thanks for serving, man! Guys like you who are willing to lay down their lives for their country are why we're still free to do everything we do. Please know it's appreciated!
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01-04-2016, 08:40 PM | #17 | |
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Re: My night
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ASh
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